Sunday, April 10, 2011

Yep...

Gosh, I could really use a do-over for these past couple of days. My subconscious or whatever it is that has me determined to fail at life accidentally has taken it one step further to making things strange at work.

I like to avoid drama, and I usually do. But sometimes I find myself talking or doing when I should just be thinking, and other things escalate until more and more people get involved until you have a disaster...

Don't make the mistake of doing this at work, as easy as it has proven to be.

Also, didn't buy a Powerball ticket on Wednesday, and someone won the jackpot. Guess I expected my karmic bargaining for Japan to be reallly karmic, because that would be amazing if I'd won without buying a ticket.

I've been thinking about Europe a lot. Well England really. I recently messaged all my close friends with whom I spent a wonderful and amazing year with in 2001 (my Freshman year of High School-there, year 10 grammar school). They are all doing such great things! I finally got a message back from the last girl, who was one of my closest friends in Tunbridge Wells. She says she graduated with a Fine Arts degree and is selling her art, but what she really wants to be a pop star. She is currently recording raps with a producer. If you knew this girl when I did, you would think this incredibly intriguing- Laura was one of the poshest in the bunch. This is her blog:

http://immadeofstars.blogspot.com/2011/04/p-p-i-s-r-o-l-l-i-n-g-s-t-o-n-e.html

I hung out with some amazing girls when I lived in England, they were smart and funny but still lived life like a 15-year-old should; like you have everything ahead of you to live for. I am so amazed and happy to see that most of them stayed that way. I really have known some amazing people in my life.

They are my motivation to pick myself up.

:D

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